This is my first entry for a few days. Ive not got around to updating but i am now. Christmas is over now. I had a good few days off. My opinion of christmas as a whole hasn't changed. Its still massively over-hyped. It was nice to spend time with my family though I wish I had someone special to spend time with also. Ive been single for too long. 

Id just like someone to talk to when theres no one around and someone to cheer me up when im sad or lonely. I feel lonely sometimes. I try to pretend I dont feel it but it catches up to me. Everyone else i know seems to find it easy maybe im the problem. Maybe I just dont make the effort with people. Id love to go out with vanessa carlton. She's really nice :) Id settle for anyone really.

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Vanessa Carlton